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Friday, January 10, 2020

Garden Maze

You may be enlightened or poisoned. 
Who can say what lies beneath the roses? 
Is it Cleopatra’s asp? The bird who fell from her nest? 
A troll who insults and violates you? 
A god who gives up all the patterns? 

It wasn’t long ago yesterday 
the world was preparing to burn 
and now it is burning:
Colored heroes of color excoriated. 
What's the difference I don't know. 
History, I guess, is full of colors
tribes dislike you seek to dismiss.
The succession of power is desperate
as a presidential tyro
excoriating heroes
before hanging his head like a dog--

crucifixion met with that peculiar human spice  
of sympathy ambivalence 
confusion blame best served 
on a soft body 
with coffee first morning. 
Good luck. 

Don’t mind the kinky twists. 
In one antechamber of nightshade 
you'll find a safe place to sleep 
with gumbo, lamb loin 
and lobsters at Christmas. 
Big fucking mansion-thing
best-possible cookware. 
A cocktail of remedies 
dreamt up by our finest pharmacists  
to keep you from desisting 
to a corner of abandoned allies 
and generational crime. 
Old fat and healthy, I grew. 

In this way (and a psychic canopy 
manifest in a lack of survival skills) 
I could never secede to Nunavut. 
My love for Lafcadio, Gaughin--the true freaks
is unquestioned.
But for me, the roses 
looked pretty at twilight.  
Admiring eyes were disappointed. 

Over here by the pond
I cried I'm boring as Burchfield! 
Vivaldi! I'm uglier than Poe!
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Who knows what you'll do 
in a labyrinth made of such memories 
again in gardens of your ultimatum 
considering the devils' lurid whispers 
invade every chamber 
and blame your mother XXX. 
In a cul-de-sac philosophers foresee themselves 
tragically spawning 
generations of slave owners  
villains victors victims  
spitting cobra-invective 
people like us believe-- 

Get on your knees for the military parade! 
Say good night to rock n’ roll! 

And they cry when they look at you wondering 
did you poison the air? 

You may be knifed in a parking lot  outside a Wendy’s. 
You may be quietly given polonium. 
You may just not know what the hell is going on 
and doin great, whatever man. 
My stock is doin great. 

Who knows. Who knows? 
Who knows what lies beneath the roses? 

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